From the Spirit of the river flows the energy of coherence, of unity of all forms.  Therein lies the power that has been elusive, hiding as you have scurried from object to lesser conditions to illusionary promise, amidst the chaos.  All along the creative flame has been burining brighjtly athe center of you as your Divine Self.  The need has always been to stay at that center and  build it's coherence, so tha all that is necessary to create your divine blueprint is being magnetically gathered to youall objects, connections, circumstances, drawn togehter in just the right timing in harmony with your being.  Surrender to the flow of the upward current.  Allow your family of light to lift you.

To feel any "negative emotion" strongly and clearly, then love myself for feeling it is the way to regain the power, to know that I am not my feelings. and that I still need to honor them. Love what you would be free of. It helps to think how all feelings, if fully felt, will lead to love. Pain is the effort involved in holding on to negative beliefs. Ask that the Divine  blueprint be set on you in a more solid and coherent way. Open your heart to the vibration of your family of light. There is such power lifting you that you must know that it constantly flows underneath your wareness.  Always. The Light form the Great Ones  is received and stepped down for you. Allow its vibration to radiate out from your heart, the heart of all life. You aare also a luminary- in your way. You become more magnetic to those people, events and places that become part of your next phase of blueprint formation. You are the essence of all you seek.